lost.....

life is weird.at times we stand at a juncture where there is just no way to go.....where our strife with the right and the wrong just comes to an end...here there is no one with u..u are with urself.trying to find answers of the unknown...fighting with everything but in vain...
i am just there.....i lost someone very close to me just a few hours bk....dunno where he is gone....he is lost, nowhere to be found..and what can i do??
well nothing...u know at times life just stares at us straight into our eyes and tells us "this is what i have done....can u do a bit to undo it"..and we stand there like dumb masters of ourselves...hands tied...
u see these are the times in life when the great human creation is down on its knees...we the very core of it feeling the brunt
i dunno how to console myself....still laughing still smiling away ...well livin in disbelief tryin to make this unreal..but someday i know the battle will be lost...dreading that day i live on with dunno what..tryin to find what i what to find..